January 2011
42 posts
ugh
you do this thing where you’re constantly trying to be “cool guy,” when you fail to realize that I’m the girl who knew you before you thought you were Mr. Big. now, I have no problem with you being popular, but I just wish you were a little more humble and realized how lame you used to be. I get that I’m younger than you, OOOH, different world, but honestly, idgaf. I...
day 03 - my parents
I hope this isn’t too intense.
my mother: I love her, and that’s a lot after everything she’s put us through. bc it’s in my nature to lose respect for the weak (I’m a hardcore darwinist) growing up with her has been hard, but I’ve managed. she’s dealt with the fact that I’m the black sheep and I love her for putting up with me, as much as...
yeahitsjerik:
baangrjay:
I like those friends that you can have an endless conversation with.
You know, nonstop talking. No need to think of what to say, instead you could just say anything knowing you won’t be judged. Basically the typa friends you could be completely yourself with.
Kc and Lyla<3
Jerik &Lyla
I did not kiss you with feelings.
maeishere asked: LOL forreal?! That must be fun ;D But damn, I remember having PE and French with her...oh maaaan French with her was......damn ahaha.
day 02 - first love
my first love had to be… (drumroll please) words. I don’t think I’ve ever been IN love with a single guy, nothing earth shattering at least. I think there were strong infatuations, and my adolescent mind had endorphins shooting through them, but in no way was I IN love with any of those boys. one day I will be, but that has yet to happen.
now, words. I think it was around the...
For Your Information.: Since we're talking... →
ayeemarie:
Honestly, you won’t find my blog interesting..because…
I don’t post pictures of random very attractive females half naked/drinking/smoking/fucking.
I don’t post pictures of nice cars, weed, nice shoes, nice clothes…nice stuff.
I don’t post cute pictures of “perfect” looking couples with cheesy…
amen marie.
Last night was hilarious.
Don't get attached.
this love - maroon 5
I don’t have the energy to do anything anymore. because of that goddamn illness, I’m so behind on grading and my classes, I don’t see myself pulling through. I want to give up. despite the things that seem to only go wrong with the class of ‘11, senior year (play wise) is sufficing. I can’t help but feel like something is still missing. I’ve stopped the constant...
reality check
wtf was I thinking? I was way out of my league. I think I’m going to cool it on the crushing for now. it doesn’t seem to get me anywhere but in deeper waters. guess I’ll tackle hw for now. I think I’ll keep dreaming, stop hoping.
I'm a useless romantic
there, I said it.
"my skin still reeks of your touch"
you don't know how much I wish my heart would slow...
that awkward moment where you are going to yawn...
heylexibob:
Really, body? Really? Fuck you too, then bitch. Fuck being sick.
AMEN.
a big fuck you to the boy who decided I wasn't...
I hate you more &more every day
one year
I’m starting to settle into the idea that I’m crazy. yes, I was mad you wished me happy birthday. why? idfk. do I need a reason? I guess I feel like you don’t have the right. I’m so unbelievably angry about how things went down, how we ended up, how you’re not you, and I’m positive I’m not me anymore. it was supposed to be you, we were supposed to create...
Stolen - Dashboard Confessional.mp3
We watch the season pull up its own stakes And catch the last weekend of the last week Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced, Another sun soaked season fades away You have stolen my heart You have stolen my heart Invitation only, grand farewells Crash the best one, of the best ones Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight You have stolen my heart You have stolen my...
"Fat people are like relationships, some of them...
me too. LOL.
OMG!
kevinosaur:
I’m with my two presidents!
and all the stuff lyla is writing and I am typing are evaluations of you. O.o
Slam Shit. Me Shit. Real Shit. →
All Geezy
Friends you can tell you’re worried about them and they don’t go telling you to fuck off. Not only that but they actually listen to what you’re saying and care about your opinion. Man, what a concept. To the ones I let go in 2010, we’re all better off because of it.
Watchvlogging for once <3
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I miss
that idea of beauty when you’re young. when you didn’t know how to be anyone other than yourself, and that was enough because you had nothing else to offer. the simplicity of just smiling and hoping someday some boy will love you for all that you are.
before the fear of rejection, intimacy, or commitment—there was something pure about emotions.
shit’s all jumbled up...
realization
the only guy I’ve consistently talked to up until now is my ex boyfriend. thank the lord he doesn’t follow me and think his ass is special or something, haha. but isn’t that some shit?
don’t take this as a subliminal message that I still have feelings or something. I’m just waiting for someone to be worth it. oh poo.
“Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams....”
– Lady Gaga (via stacidella)
I completely respect the quote, however; your career will also never tell you it loves you too. it stays at the office even later than a man, and I’m not sure how good success feels when you just want to be hugged.
maybe that makes me weak, or naive—but I...
RIP Ms. Paula Cunha, I'll never forget you, your...
heylexibob:
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amazing woman.
