November 2010
43 posts
goddamn
you must’ve given me at least 4 shots to say something clever. I wish I were cool enough for you. gonna keep crushin’ from afar. tehe.
“I am so utterly me, it’s crazy”
– feelinggood
sorry folks.
Ive been hacked… -_-
WatchYAY watchme(:
“I wanna say that youre the one and that my search is done.”
– thingsIdon’treallymean
Ditty - Paperboy
Yo, this is how I’m comin’ for the nine deuce Another fat, fat track So Rhythm D, pour the orange juice And let’s relax while sippin’ on yak Because it’s like that I’m claustraphobic, so Paperboy wears purple lactive I wear a jimmy for the skins Cuz it’s a long trip Front row seats, aiyo I know she’s on the nine inch Just to get a peice of...
you're dancing easily through my dreams
I like the concept of blogging. even if Im the only one who does it anymore. it’s like all people ever do is post pictures and shit. well, I still feel like talking about how my days go. I have to take things one at a time. tmw I will sleep in as much as I can before I have to work frm 2-7. wah, that shift isn’t too bad, and I hardcore need the money. wish I could’ve stayed the...
chercher pour moi
I break for you. I like to pretend Im hella mature and shit, “bigger person” you know? truth is I get immature as fuck when it comes to you. I get jealous, not one of my qualities. I lose focus, stop doing my hw, drop everything for you. I get pathetic.
This won’t happen. I get it. come around when you realize I can’t.
prenez moi
“She loves her mama’s lemonade,
Hates the sound that goodbyes make.
She prays one day she’ll find someone to need her.
She swears that there’s no difference,
Between the lies and compliments.
It’s all the same if everybody leaves her.
And every magazine tells her she’s not good enough,
The pictures that she’s seen make her cry.
And she would...
If I had it my way
stacidella:
I’d never get over you. I don’t wanna fall to pieces. I just want to sit and stare at you. I don’t wanna talk about it. I don’t want a conversation.
it's almost over
then where will we all end up ? will I get into berkeley ? do I have any shot at all at USC ? is SJSU so impacted I won’t get in ? would I go to UCLA if I got in ? do I want to be far ? near ? SBSU ?
&where will my friends be…
it’s all so overwhelming. college applications are due next week.
“I could make you happy, make...
moments
honestly being told someone believed in me, put me straight to tears.
unreality
feels way more like love than anything in reality ever did.
it’s the familiarity, the same dream I keep having that I can’t reach. one day, I’ll have it, and I’ll finally have somewhere to store my heart. he has a piece of it, I wish he knew how careful with it Ive been and how much I trust him to have it. this is the time of night where I don’t make sense anymore....
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?
“you think my deleting you on facebook &ignoring you meant I didn’t...”
– kc original
happy birthday jerik
spontaneous sleepover, I love it (: I have the greatest friends in the world. perhaps that’s why I don’t get the relationship I want, I have the most amazing friends who compliment me. jerik is snoring hella loud -_- lyla is knocking out too. guess we’re knocking out on the same couch. AWESOME. I love these kids, couldn’t ask for a better way to spend my senior year, as if...
“I want to do with you what spring does with the cherry trees.”
– Pablo Neruda (via quotewhore)
escape
sometimes I break down.
I hate how this is. I hate that I don’t love it anymore.
I just want to be myself, with all my flaws.
I’m tired of being evaluated and being told what I need to fix. I’m perfectly happy the way I am. I want to get out. run for the hills as fast as I can with my heart fastened tightly in my grip. no one’s taking that away.
ideally? I want to...
where do we go from here ? - alicia keys
I’m not sure what I was going to say anymore. my facebook posts are more interesting than this. Im sorry Ive been so busy ): there are hella people I miss, and hella people I’m forgetting about. les’ goooo.
